you know who you are. i enjoy people like you for on simple reason. entertainment. you master plan your way into strangers minds in order to make yourself feel more real with faulse acceptance. then when the truth is told its shown for about 10 minutes and then you praise yourself in grey glory and you hide your true face again to show another. how many do you have? your loved ones worry for you because of your self dystruction. your own children are better off in another home to learn true life without digital word. maybe you should show what i said and see how your "friends" you have over the keyboard may think of you. myspace, devart blogs and fubar does not make you those portraits to paint. theyre just water colors anyway. a very thinly distinct shade from what life really teaches people...not just blog about it.

people all around you make choices and move about as you sit and...grow... alone. feel good? why not?